Deliberately improvisational acrylic painting. I started with some basic red/yellow/orange and added other colour as necessary. The title and content probably fit my state of mind at the moment. My job is subject to a restructure and I am erring on the side of taking redundancy, looking for some alternative work and concentrating on my painting at the same time. In some ways I feel more relaxed than I have for a while. In others it is daunting as I am surrendering the safety net. However, sometimes you have to take a risk to be happy and I do have support from my family. I suppose the painting reflects both relief and aprehension.